Life aint fun without any RULES TO BREAK

After our first "date" I wasn't really expecting that lover and I would actually see each other or go out again, even with the text message that I received from him that night/day that he enjoys my company. I liked how he looks, how he "performs" in bed and how he can make me laugh, and THAT! THAT AINT GOOD. So again I have absolutely no idea why I texted him that same day (around 3pm) telling him I had fun with him and that I enjoy talking to him too (t'was suppose to be the reply to his sms). So the texting started and we even chatted online for awhile. Next thing I know, my fingers were already typing "The housemate and I are going out tonight, you wanna join us?" and off course he said yes.

I was basically drunk that night and so was he. We've been kissin and touching too much because of the alcohol. He's been asking me crazy stuff and we've been talking shit acting like the 20th century Romeo and Juliet. We just had fun that night. NO SEX. Just talking, laughing, alcohol and kissing. And the moment I felt a little bit of jealousy when the MRS texted him asking him where he is, seeing his flushed face when the MRS was calling was the moment I realized how bad the situation has become. I was in the cab on our way home (with the housemate) when I admitted I'm DOOMED. And this is on our 2nd meeting.

I broke about 70% of my OWN fb rules because of him. Our 2nd meeting was even more fun than the first, and the fact that I enjoyed being with him even without the sex got me even more scared. I knew I'm in deep deep shit. HE IS MARRIED damnit! So as the housemate and I were talking the next day, I promised I'd only see up to the 30th of that month. I told her I'm getting too attached and I'm liking him even more as the day pass by. WE talk on the phone all the time and text each other all the time. The housemate agreed. She said he's bad for me.

So since it was only the 22nd of the month (not even that close to the 30th yet),we met up again and had drinks in a friend's house. And off course because I'm an alcoholic I ended up being drunk again. So we had sex (since we've been holding it back since the drunken night a day ago) and as expected I kept on talking while he's busy pumping his way to climax. Worse part of it all...I told him a couple of stupid stupid things. I told him that I wish I met him even before his wife had met him, eerrr LOSER. Then I told him I want him to make me pregnant...oh hello illegitimate child! And lastly the most loser of them all, I actually mentioned the "L" word. Doomsday has arrived.


According to urbandictionary.com Fb (fuck buddy) means;

"A person who is not your boyfriend or girlfriend (or farmyard animal), with whom you have sexual relations, on the mutual understanding that you both want sex and nothing more."

Now let me give you MY Top 15 FB Rules (That fb's should always and I MEAN ALWAYS remember and should NEVER ever be BROKEN by any circumstances)

RULE # 1. NEVER ever fall in love with an FB
RULE # 2. Sex should be enjoyable
RULE #3: Fb's are only for sex. Nothing more nothing less. And NO they're definitely not your friend.
RULE #4. DO not text,call,chat online or even email them if its not about your next sex date or something that has got to do wit it (e.g you having an STD after you had sex with him,somethin like that), because again...they're not your friends. Less talking less drama
RULE # 5. NO EMOTIONAL RUBBISH
RULE # 6. Do not force him to come pick you up or go out with you on a dinner date just because your lonely.Go ahead and call your friends you kooky little prick!
RULE # 7. Do not meet up with him two days in a row or twice a week. thrice a month is good enough.
RULE # 8. Never bring him home
RULE # 9. Never introduce him to your friends
RULE # 10.Never say the “L” word during sex
RULE # 11.Leave when u find yourself thinking about him during the day - you're getting too close
RULE # 12.Always get him to wear a condom
RULE # 13.Be the player NOT the toy
RULE # 14.Know the limits of your flirtation so as to enjoy it immensely
RULE # 15.No last minute planning, make your plans in advance. Always put in mind that every session could your last.

Now let me tell you how much of these rules I actually kept...ALMOST ZERO, NADA, NONE! Yes this is on our 4th day. Even the 30th deadline...nah didn't happen (Or else I wouldn't be a mistress now).